Q.E.P.D.

Las cosas siempre pasan cuando menos no las esperamos. Cuando alguien se va para siempre, cuando alguien se muere es cuando nos damos cuenta de lo importante que ese alguien era para nosotros, lamentamos no haber podido pasar mas tiempo con el y nos damos cuenta de la falta tan horrible que nos va a hacer. Es verdaderamente triste el hecho de recordar el papel que tenia una persona en nuestras vidas en el momento de su muerte. Pero es todavia mas triste el hecho de haber ignorado a esa eprsona durante toda su vida y solo tenerla en cuanta en el momento de su muerte. Antes era una persona mas y deciamos "que mas da?"; pero ahora que no esta nos damos cuenta de lo importante que era y de la huella que dejo en nustras vidas y nuestros corazones. Es ams triste aun el hecho de que la meurte sea solo algo que pasa y ya y luego es como si nada hubiera pasado..."carlitos? quien es carlitos? no tengo ni la menor idea". Pero que mas podemos esperar de eprsonas como nosotros que le dan mas importancia a las cosas materiales y olvidan aferrarse a lo que verdaderamente importa, esas personas que han estado a nuestro lado ayudandonos y nosotros no nos hemos volteado a mirarlas. Es por eso que estoy escribiendo esto, porque no quiero que sea "una persona mas" a la cual despues de un mes vamos a olvidar. Lo unico que puedo decir es GRACIAS! no por recibir nuestros permisos y recoger nuestra basura, sino por hacer parte de neustra comunidad y estar con nosotras durante todos estos años, y ams que todo eso, por dejar una huella en nosotros que nunca se va a borrar.
Espero que donde quiera que estes seas completamente feliz porque te lo mereces. Y no me canso de decir GRACIAS.
Carlos Alberto Diaz-Diciembre 17, 2004-Q.E.P.D++
:'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'( :'(

Crazy

Tell me what's wrong with society
When everywhere I look I see
Young girls dying to be on tv
They won't stop 'til
they've reached their dreams
Diet pills, surgery
Photoshoped pictures in magazines
Teling them how they should be
It doesn't make sense to me

Is everybody going crazy?
Is anybody gonna save me?
Can anybody tell me what's going on?
Tell me what's going on
If you open your eyes you'll see that something is wrong

I guess things aren't the way they used to be
There's no more normal families
Parents act like enemies
Making kids feel like it's world war III
No one cares, no one's there
I guess we're all just so damn busy
Money is our first priority
It doesn't make sense to me

Is everybody going crazy?
Is anybody gonna save me?
Can anybody tell me what's going on?
Tell me what's going on
If you open your eyes you'll see that something is wrong

Tell me what's wrong with society
When everywhere I look I see
Rich guys driving SUV's
While kids are starving in the streets
No one cares
No one likes to share
I guess life's unfair

Is everybody going crazy?
Is anybody gonna save me?
Can anybody tell me what's going on
Tell me what's going on
If you open your eyes you'll see that something...something is wrong

-SimplePlan-

And something is just wrong...

Me right now

The obvious
Name: Cristina
Age: 16
Height: 1.67
Weight: 47 kgs
Favorite color: Black and blue
Identity: fuck you!

Current
Song: scars-papa roach
Band: Nightwish
Food: Oreos and blood
Movie: The butterfly effect
Tv show: Dawson's creek, that 70's show, summerland, the o.c., one tree hill
Place: Somewhere inside myself
Girl: Sam (the ring), tinkerbell
Boy: Peter Pan
Love: ...
Hate: No one
Husband: PINZIIII!!!!
Quote: All human wisdom is contained in this two words: WAIT and HOPE
Feeling
Complicated !

Lonely Girl

I can remember the very first time I cried, how I wiped my eyes and buried the pain inside. All of my memories good and bad that's passed, didn't take the time to realize...I'm staring at the cracks in the wall 'cause I'm waiting for it all to come to an end. Still I curl up right under the bed 'cause it's taking over my head, all over again.

Do you even know who you are?
I guess I'm tryin' to find.
A borrowed dream or a superstar?
I want to be a star.
Is life good to you or is it bad?
I can't tell anymore.
Do you even know what you have?
...

Lying awake watching the sunlight, how the birds will sing as I count the rings around my eyes. Constantly pushing the world I know aside, I don't even feel the pain, I don't even want to try. I'm looking for a way to become the person I dreamt up when I was 13 but nothing is ever enough, no it aint enough.

Do you even know who you are?
I'm still trying to find.
A rising dream or a falling star?
I have all these dreams...
Is life good to you or is it bad?
I can't tell anymore.
Do you even know what you have?
No.

Sorry girl, tell a tale for me 'cause I'm wondering how you really feel.
I'm a lonely girl, I'll tell a tale for you 'cause I'm just trying to make all my dreams come true.
But it seems that I'm standing here, heading towards the boulevard of broken dreams.

...something...

When life gets hard, I mean really ahrd,
When you feel like you don't wanna move on,
When you want to stop...freeze,
When you feel like you wanna go back,
Get stuck in a moment and don't wanna get out of it,
When you want a moment, a special moment to last forever,
When youre gone and don't wanna come back,
And life gets hard,
Things get really hard,
Remember...if you could ride that wave, then nothing can be that hard.
Coming back is one of the hardest things to do, I mean, when you've been away from everything, from reality, when you've been happy and managed to forget about everything, it's hard, really hard to come back. It feels like you've left something of yours behind, and you just wanna go back, or turn back time.
It's hard to understand, but nothing lasts forever, no matter how bad we want it to. That's our punishment, good things don't last much, and we're doomed to come back...to live again.

"Aprendi a quitarle al tiempo los segundos
Tu me hiciste ver el cielo mas profundo..."
"Se que no regresaras, lo que nos paso no repetirá jamás
Mil años no em alcanzarán para borrarte y olvidar..."
"Tal vez haya vivido tanto, en tan poco y tan corto tiempo, que no se ni que idioma hablo..."

Finding yourself is hard...but at lest you've got the memories right???

AMAZONAS 2004 TOP 30

1. El mejor amigo del hombre...el que nos acompaño en todos esos momentos especiales...el PALMARI MAGIC MIX (tambien conocido como palmera mix o malpari magic mix)
2. Nuestro segundo acompañante durante la excursión...el morral de asalto...o atraco a mano armada.
3. Chalecos POLO??...Marica echate aguita!
4. Nos vamos con PACHO? No?...Entonces con SANCHO?...O con JUANCHO?
5. Tengo efecto lanchifero... :s
6. Ya merito llegamooooos??? NOOO...te voy a botar de la lancha y te vas a tener que ir montando anaconda
7. He pescado un pescado..pero es el mismo que pesque hace un rato! :s
8. George...saaaaaaaacate el perro sacate el perro(8)
9. Corriente fría...corriente caliente...nah! eso fue George que se meo!
10. Pasenme la pita que no he terminado de armar mi cambuche!!
11. Hey...me pasan la coca y la bareta xfa?!
12. El CURUPIRA
13. El eficaz desodorante de Pipe
14. Barro y arena= un spa en la mitad de la selva
15. Niñas que pena pero no hay caimanes...lo sentimos...AHHH??? ke me importa me kiero ir a dormir!!
16. Pipe...una foto mirando al horizonte!
17. "Chiks...mañana las de canopy a las 7 de la mañana no espero a nadie porque ayer fui condescendiente y espere dos minutooos"
18. Los cuentos y chistes de Huiti
19. Voy a sacar el shabon y el jampu pa bañarme
20. Tito te lucen esos shorts...son de vieja?
21. Nos hundimooos nos hundimos pasame la bomba de achiqueeee!
22. Mi esposa se llama Derika con D y K a mucho honor!
23. Estamos avanzando en contra de la corriente...pero...un momento por que cada vez los vemos mas chiquitos?...marica si seguimos asi vamos a tener que sacar pasaporte boliviano!
24. Tito es un duro bailando Samba ...y Jorge...es un duro pal vallenato
25. Nosotras con estomago de chulo como putas nos vamos a intoxicar?!
26. Abel...y donde dejaste a Caín?
27. Los 2 records del Marymount que batimos...Ajíes y Canopy!!!!
28. Vamos a dormir en la maSloca
29. Haber estado en mas de 2 países al tiempo...(haber tenido la oportunidad de mear en peru...xD)
30. La perdida de los pasabordos...gracias lila!!!...lo siento malu...yo se que queria quedarte.
Y por ultimo...la forma en ke gorgeous me robo el corazon....xD!!! jajajajaja
Pero no podemos olvidar los extras...
31. El raton volador de Huiti
32. El nadado de perro de lila y yo
33. Marta con poncho...yo se que quieres volar...y si le adicionamos la linterna...sabemos que marta quiere ser una luciernaga.
34. Los deliciosos...pero exquisitos jugos de la reserva (Alguien tiene clight....XFAVOOOOOR!)
35. La tibieza y las picaduras de mosco...muy seguido se oia...si me quieres no me toques. (y claro La Romero "alguien quiere una ruanita? un saquito? una cobijita?)

A LA PIM PIM...PIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIM!
A LA PON PON...POOOOOOOON!
COMO ESTUVO AMAZONAAAAAS??
CHEVERE COMO UN PIM PON UUHHH!!!
CHEVERE COMO UN PIM PON UUHHH!!!

COLEGIO SANTAMARIA PROMOCION 2006+BLUEFIELDS+AMAZONAS 2004+PALMARÍ= DEL CARAJO...SIMPLEMENTE INCREIBLE!!!! GRACIAS A TODAS POR HACER DE ESTA EXCURSION ALGO TAN "MARAVILLOSO".

It's just you and the universe judging each other. It's a fight and you finally belong. Got a shiner now and it's more than a battle scar. It's such a good story to tell...at lunch time such a good good story to tell. You bully, you break, you fake, you smoke, you toke, you want, you flaunt, you hit it and you're in it and it's spinning. And it's wild. We never thought that we'd get caught up, stuck in the teenage waste. We're counting the stars, we're gonna go far...It's youn and me in the open air, It's truth or dare but we don't care...We're counting the stars, we're not very far...as we EXPLODE!

"one"

"One"

We are the ones
The ones forgotten
And this time
The future is ours It’s in our hands

We’re the tear in your eyes
We’re the blood in your veins
We’re the feet of your heart
We’re the sweat on your face
We’re the ones that you chased
We’re the promise that you made
We’re the voice inside your head
We’re the lies that you said
We’re the kids that you pushed away

We are…
We are the ones
The ones forgotten
And this time
The future is ours
It’s in our hands
We are one

We’re the pride of your lives
We’re the light shining deep in your eyes
We’re the choice that you made
We’re the smile on your face when you sleep at night
We’re the best thing you had
But you left us behind
We’re the kids that you pushed away

We are…
We are the ones
The ones forgotten
And this time
The future is ours
It’s in our hands
We are one

We’re the pain that you feel
We’re the scars that don’t heal
We’re the tear in your eyes
We’re the reason you cry
We’re the voice inside your head
We’re the lies that you said
We’re the best thing you had but you pushed us away

We are the ones
The ones forgotten
And this time
The future is ours
It’s in our hands
We are one

We are the ones
The ones forgotten
And we are Nothing to lose
Together we stand up tall
We are one

-SimplePlan-

...?...??...???

I don't act the same every day
Neither should my lip gloss
Change is good
So is super-shine & iridescence
So is a tropical twist of flavor
I can roll with it
I am a girl.

---

Happy Halloween!!!

Halloween Humor

Q. What do goblins and ghosts drink when theyre hot and thirsty?
A. Ghoul-Aid

Q. What's the mummie's favorite kind of music?
A. Wrap

Q. What did the skeleton say to the vampire?
A. You suck!

Q. What is a ghost's favorite dessert?
A. I-Scream

Q. Who was the most famous skeleton detective?
A. Sherlock Bones

Q. What do you call two witches living together?
A. Broommates

Q. Why do ghosts like to ride elevators?
A. 'Cause it raises their spirits

Q. How did the ghost say good-bye to the vampire?
A. So long sucker!

Q. Who was the most famous french skeleton?
A. Napoleon Bone-apart

Q. Why does the cemetery have a fence aroun it?
A. 'Cause people were dying to get in

Q. What did the mother ghost said to her kids?
A. Fasten your sheetbelts

Q. What did the vampire say when he finished reading these jokes?
A. They suck!

...what's there to say...?

Everything that's left...is nothing.

Yesterday I was sitting on the roof of a tall tall building. The rain was falling softly, the wind was blowing softly too. Then the drops got thicker and the wind blew harder. But I sat on the roof contemplating the storm.
I took a deep breath and stared at the sky, trying to find the pieces of my life in it, or at least my reflection. But i saw nothing. The floor was slippery, but I didn't care, I tried to stand up, but I couldn't, I slipped and fell. I was falling from the building, like the rain was. I knew my fate, I knew what was going to happen.
Then I remembered everything that took place throughout my life, the things I said, The things I saw, The things I heard and felt. Was that it? I knew it was...but would anyone remember? Would anyone stop, think and remember? Would they go on? Would they forget and just go on? Without me? What would be left of me when everything ended? Memories? Tears? Anything?
I wondered if I would remember, if I could finish what I started, the searching, I wondered if I could find my reflections, my pieces. But then I realized it was really over, not sad, over, but perfect. Those were the longest 5 seconds of my life, but at the same time the most important. I found out what I needed to know, what's left of everything is nothing, everything comes, and then passes by. Me?...well I just passed by like everyone else, but I found out what I wanted to know, I found out who I was, I could leave happy now. The pieces were now complete and put together. 3...2...1, the ground had never felt so soft an comforting in my life. And next to me a puddle of rain, in which I saw my reflection. I knew it would dry and go away, but at least I saw it for the first time.

Frozen

You only see what your eyes want to see
How can life be what you want it to be?
You're frozen
When your heart's not open
You're so consumed on how much you get
You waste your time with hate and regret
You're broken
When your heart's not open
There's no point on placing the blame
And you should know i suffer the same
If I lose you
My heart will be broken
Love is a bird
She needs to fly
Let all teh hurt inside of you die
You're frozen
When your heart's not open
...If I could melt your heart
We'd never be apart
...Give yourself to me
You hold the key

If I could melt your heart
We'd never be apart
You're frozen
An I'll go on as you get colder.

If only the blowing wind could melt my tears
And read in my eyes my hidden fears
If only fire could melt my mind and soul
My thoughts would flow and my feelings grow
If you could melt the ice covering my heart
You would know by my own words what it wants to say
If I could melt the wall of ice between us
We'd be toguether not frozen anymore.

I feel so cold but your fire isn't strong enuogh to warm me up
You're standing so far away, the heat can't reach the ice, can't warm me up.

The ice is getting thicker
It has frozen every inch of my body
It has made me as hard and cold as itself
I'm a part of it
It's my way of living
If there was fire to warm the ice up
I would melt and flow away with my way of being.

...

There are several momentes in life in which we don't know what to do or how to act. This moments freak us out, they actually leave us speachless. Our minds go completely blank, everything starts getting slower, time, slows down. We freeze, get paralyzed. Then the air gets thicker and it's har to catch it, we are left breathless. All sort of thoughts start crossing our head. We feel confused but remain silent, frozen. Then everything gets blurry, we lose our hearing, we just focus on those thoughts crossing our minds. We feel cold and distant. We don't know what's happening, we're unconscious. Then we realize it and we come to our senses again. It all happens so fast. It turns out that, in that farction of a second, we were inside ourselves, inside our own world, where nobody else goes to, where no other voice can be heard but the one of our own deep thoughts.

Private conversation

Sometimes, when things start getting weird, when the situation is really uncomfrotable, the best thing to do is to go away, step aside and look at everything from another perspective, see how things look like from the outside. If you're not in the situation, you can see it from the outside, maybe it will look different than the way it looks from the inside, and you will know why it is strange or why it feels bad. Other options??? Yes...maybe you can look in a different direction...find something different, a different situation...and then compare. Maybe you will feel different...or vene better.
Afueeeeraaaa(8)
Time has come for me to open the door and step outside of the room, maybe to stand in the hallway, to wai for another door to open, or may to wait for that same door to open again in a different way.
THINK DIFFERENT!! FEEL DIFFERENT!! =>Be different!
Not to worry...thing will get better...or at least I know they can't get any worse.
PATIENCE my friends...It's all about breathing!!
Dazed Amused Amazed Confused !!!!
JUST BREATHE
Gotta fall asleep. Maybe if I dream I'll go away from here...from THIS!!
Gotta find someone new(8)...Someplace different! New opportunities!! YEAH!! Sounds great!
Not to worry...its all about me...that's whi I goes in capital letter...:p
The ones who don't care...well it's not about them...step aside please!
Wow!...it all came out...outside better than inside...yes!!! It's a FACT!!
Wel...wait...it depends. Inside the situation...Where's the door...please PLEASE take me to the door so I can walk trhough it!! But...inside MYSELF...where's the key? I'll lock the door. DO NOT DISTURB!...unconscious people inside.
Tur the volume up uP UP!!! Don't wanna listen to you...don't wanna listen to anybody.
I'm having a private conversation...only me and my innervoice talking.
NO PEEKING!!!!!!!!

*rorriM*

?rorrim a si tahW
?od ti seod tahW
,noitcelfer ruo su whos yeht...srorriM
,ees ot tnaw ew gnihtyreve fo seipoc
,si ti sa gnihtyreve su whos ot mees yeht
.era yllaer ew ekil sevlesrou whos ot mees yeht
,dnuora denrut si su swohs rorrim a gnihtyreve taht si ezilaer t'nod ew tahw tuB
,dnuora yaw rehto eht sraeppa gnihtyreve
.keaf si ees ew gnihtyreve
,ees ot tnaw ew tahw ees eW
,edistuo s'tahw ees ew
,revoc eht
,sgniht esoht dnoyeb ees t'nod ew tub
,edisni s'tahw
.rettam yllaer taht sgniht eht
.wollahs oS
,segami eht yb deloof era eW
,snoitcelfer eht
,tcefrep eb ot mees yeht
!ton tsuj re'yeht tub
,degnahc si gnihtyrevE
,era yeht sa raeppa t'nod sgniht
.skool ti sa si gnihton esuaceb
,erac t'nod ew tuB
.dnuora yaw eht lla si gnihtyreve ezilaer neve t'nod ew
.tcefrep si gnihtyreve fi sa tca eW
,su yarteb srorriM
.su ecnivnoc ot
,dlrow a fo edistuo eht su wohs yehT
.edisni eht no tnereffid yllaer s'taht

It seems like finally I can rest my head on something real. I like the way that feels.

The calling

Someone once asked me if I believed in magic.
Well, of course I do, it would be stupid not to believe in yourself, wouldn't it? Not surprisingly I was called a freak.
I know there are lots of people that don't believe in magic. They're stuck in what they call "reality", they judge what's different, they're sacared by things they're not used to see.
That's why we, magical creatures, stay away. We only come out at night, when we're free to be ourselves, when we can be ourselves and not be judged.
Maybe we weren't meant to be in this world. Iknow there's a world apart, for us. A world in which fairies have control, in which dragons are not slaves, wiches aren't tortured, a world in which elves dance and sing around the fire, in which no one runs away from werewolves, in which vapires fly freely in the sky. A world in which stars are what matter the most. A world in which, what in this world are called "regular people" are the villains, the weird ones, the different ones, the feared ones.
That is why we, magical creatures, must stay toguether, to fight against this so called "regular world", to be free to go home again.
This is a calling for all of those who have been called freaks, who have been judged, who have felt weird. This is a calling for dragons, werewolves, vampires, elves, fairies and witches. This is a calling for my family, the magical creatures...

The ultimate death survey

What do you think happens after you die?
Peace takes over.
Do you believe in heaven?
Nope
Do you believe in hell?
Maybe
Do you think you will be judged after you die?
After I die? I've beed judged throughout my life!...sure i will, I know i will.
How many people would attend your funeral?
Interested-on-me-people-town population....0
Would you rather that people cry or laugh at your funeral?
Cry...I guess
What's better? A shot in the head or downing pills?
PILLS!
What should be written on your tombstone?
P.A.L. (Peace At Last!)
Would you rather die childless or divorced?
Don't care
Do you want to die in the morning, afternoon, or night?
Night
If you had a million dollars to leave, who would you leave it to?
I'd take them to the grave if you know what I mean
What kind of flowers do you want at your funeral?
Black roses
On your deathbed, which moment will you most remember?
The moment i sat and answered this stupid survey
Have you ever watched someone die?
Yes
What's the most gruesome death you can imagine?
Getting suffocated with a pillow
How often do you think about death?
Every 2 or 3 days
Is fear of dying your number one fear?
Not at all
Do you believe in reincarnation?
Yes
Have you ever wished someone you loved were dead?
... Are you spying on me?
Do you consider life short or long?
Not too short, not too long, enough.
Do you think you have a soul?
I guess
Assisted suicide for a terminally ill person is:
Murder!
If you were cremated, where would you like your ashes?
Thrown into the sea of the most desserted beach
Would you choose to be immortal, if you could be?
Nope
If you could pick a season to die, which would it be?
Fall

The Eye Of The Beholder...

·-·Fantasy·-·

The autumn breeze blew carrying the smell of the dry leaves. The black butterfly came along, fluttering its wings rapidly, impatiently, as if it longed to get to some place, some kind of paradise, a sacred place. As she flied along with the wind , dry leaves followed her and raindrops started falling slowly. But the butterfly kept flying, nothing could stop her, nothing was stronger than the longing; not even the freezing wind, not even the soaking rain. Then, after a long flight, there it was, PARADISE! So peaceful, silent, so enchanting. The grass so green, the water so transparent, so clear, the trees so tall, the smell so fresh, so good. The wind wasn't cold anymore, the rain had stopped falling long ago. The black butterfly stopped flying, she stood on a big gray rock, next to the flowing river. Her wings stopped fluttering, they stoped moving...slowly. She stood still. She looked so peaceful, so...frozen. Then...she wasn't black anymore, but gray...and then...white. She looked paralyzed...but yet...so peaceful. Her wings started shaking again, but not to fly. They started cracking slowly, and finally...broke. There was nothing left, but dust. The rain started falling again, hard. The sky turned black and the wind blew hard, taking the dust with it. Then the dry leaves followed...someplace they'd never be seen again.

I am selfish, I am wrong, I am right, I swear I'm right.

I got it all but I feel so deprived. I go up, I come down, and im emptier inside. Tell em where is this thing that I feel like I'm missing and why can't I let it go. Theres gotta be more to life than chasing down every temporary high to satisfy me; 'cause the more that I'm tripping down thinking there must be more to life, well it's life...but I'm sure there's gotta be more than wanting more. Im searching for something that's missing!! There's gotta be more, I'm wanting more, I'm feeling like there's something I miss.
I just wanna get it overwith. Tears from behind my eyes; but I do not cry. Feels like I'm starting all over again, the last * months were just pretend. It hurts to want everything and nothing at the same time.
And you know it breaks my heart to see you standing in the dark waiting there for me to come back. I'm too afraid to show. I don't wanna be stranded.
Nothing's fine I'm torn. I'm all out of faith. This is how I feel. I'm cold and I am shamed lying naked on teh floor. Ilusion never changfed into something real. I'm wide awake and I cant see the perfect sky is torn. You're a little late, I'm already torn. I dont care. I have no luck. I dont miss it all that much.
I wish I could know the directions that I take. Show me what is for, make me understand it. I've been crawling in the dark looking for the answer. Is there something more than what I've been handed? Is it ok to use my heart and not my eyes to navigate the darkness? Will the ending be ever coming suddenly? Will I ever get to see the ending to my story? How much further do I have to go? How much longer untill I finally know? 'cause I'm looking and I just can't see what's infront of me.
Save my life won't you help me? Save my life can you hear me?
My feelings I hide. My dreams I can't find. I'm loosing my mind. I'm falling behind. I can't find my place. I'm loosing my faith. I'm all over the place. I'm lost inside.
I am young and I am free. But I get tired and I get weak. How does it feel to be different from me? Are we the same? How does it feel?
What a mess, what a marble. Im sad, sad, sad, small, alone, scared. This is all that I can do. I'm done to be me. Sad, scared, small, alone, beautiful. It's supposed to be like this, I accept everything, it's supposed to be like this. It's okay, I'm small, I'm divine, I'ts beautiful and it's coming and i'ts already here and i'ts absolutely perfect!
Restless tonight 'cause I wasted the light. It's nothing I planned, and not that I can. If I traded it all, if I gave it all away for one thing, just for one thing would'nt that be something. Even though I know, I don't wanna know, well I guess I know, I just hate how it sounds.
Why do they always do this to me? Why couldn't you just see through me? It's not supposed to feel this way. It's not supposed to hurt this way. Are you and me still toguether? Tell me D'you think we can alst forever? Tell me. Why? Let's play a different game than what we're playing. Do you expect me to believe I was the only one who'd fall? Go and think about whatever you need to think about. Go on and dream about whatever you need to dream about, and come back to em when you know just how you feel.
Goodbye to you. Goodbye to everything I thought I knew. You were the one I loved, the one thing that I tried to hold on to.
...And when the stars fall I will lie awake. You are my shooting star...


:'(

/^^\

"You get across an you're gonna find a place--another Alhambra. You got to go in that place. It's a scary place, a bad place. But you got to go in."
"Why do I have to go there if it's so bad?"
"Because" Speedy said, "that's where the talisman is."
"I don't know what you're talking about!"
"You will," Speedy said. He took Jack's hand. The two of them stood face-to-face, old black man and young white boy.
"The talisman be given unto your hand, Travellin Jack. Not too big, not too small, she look just like a crystal ball, Travellin Jack, ole Travelin Jack. Here's your burden, here's your cross: Drop her jack, and all be lost..."
Speedy laughed and keyed the ignition. He backed up, turned around, and then the truck was rattling back toward Arcadia Funworld.
Jack stood by the curb, watching it go.
He had never felt so alone in his life...

"The talisman"-Stephen King/Peter Straub

[No place to go]

Everything's a mess, nothing fits. I don't, I can't trust anyone, everyone is fake, one day they're perfect next day they're turning their backs on you. It seems they're al hypocrites.
Everything's a lie. There's no stability, not here, not anywhere. There's no place safe, danger is in every corner. No place to call home, nothing good to rely on.
There has to be a place, a place to ie down, feel safe, de safe. Something to rely on, to trust on, something for me. Some place where there's reality, truth, peace, silence, solitude, some place that can be called home.
But home isn't about where you are, it's about where you heart belongs, and mine doesn't belong anywhere else.
My heart belongs with you.

Life soundtrack

Opening song:
That day- Natalie Imbruglia

Waking up:
Despues de ti- Alejandro lerner

First date:
Aunque sea poco- Vos veis
Again- Lenny kravitz

First kiss:
Take my breath away- Jessica simpson
Darte un beso- Mauricio y palo de agua

Falling in love:
She will be loved- Maroon 5
Santa elegía: Carlos vives
Te doy mi vida- Lucas arnau
One thing- Finger eleven
Luna nueva- Carlos vives
If you're gone- Matchbox 20
Fall to pieces- Avril lavigne

Seeing an old love:
Wherever you will go- The calling
Stranded- Michelle branch

Heartbreak:
Ay Hombe! - Jorge Celedon
Volver a empezar- Alejandro lerner
Here without you- 3 Doors down
Could it be any harder- The calling

Driving fast:
Harder to breathe- Maroon 5
In too deep- Sum 41

Getting ready to go out:
South side- Gwen stefani/Moby
One love- Blue

Partying with friends:
Papi Te Quiero - Ivy Queen
Si la vieras bailar- Kryptonita
Dile- Don omar

Dancing at a club:
Borracho Hasta el Amanecer - Los Coquillos
Amor de colegio- Hector y tito
Morena- Hector y tito

Flirting:
Believe in me- Lenny kravitz
Yo Quiero Saber - Ivy Queen

Feeling sexy:
Unbelievable - EMF

Walking alone in the rain:
Dame tu aire- Alex ubago
Could it be any ahrder- The calling

Missing someone:
Here without you- 3 Doors down
Here is gone- Goo goo dolls
Slipped away- Avril lavigne
Miss you- Aallyah

Playing in the ocean:
Animal song- Savage garden

Summer vacation:
Pobre diabla- Don omar
Metele sazon- Tego calderon
Teenage dirtbag- Wheatus

Fighting with someone:
Don't wanna think about you- Simple plan
Toguether- Avril lavigne
No se si es mejor- Fonseca
Walk away- Pink
Just like a pill- Pink
Faint- Linkin park
Nada- Juanes
Podemos hacernos daño- Juanes

Acting goofy with friends:
Mio- Paulina rubio
Maldita primavera- Yuri
Potpurri- Pandora
El besito cachichurris- Daniel luna
No puedo olvidarte- Menudo

Thinking back:
Bitch- Meredith brooks
Torn - Natalie Imbruglia
HmmBop- Hanson
Fast car- Tracy chapman
Eterna soledad- Enanitos verdes
A mil por hora- Lynda
Basket case- Green day
Persiana Americana - Soda Estereo
Dar es Dar - Fito Páez
Ironic - Alanis Morissette
Jaime molina- Carlos vives
Crazy- Aerosmith
Mi generacion- Poligamia

Feeling depressed:
No se si es mejor- Fonseca
Cry- Mandy moore
Loosing you- Busted
Que lloro- Sin bandera
Eterna Soledad - Enanitos Verdes
Goodbye to you- Michelle branch


Christmas time:
Malaika (JAJAJAJAJAJAJAJAJAJAJAJAJA LOL)
Jingle bells- Chisrtmas classic

Falling asleep:
My winter- Sister hazel

Closing song:
Bitter sweet symphony- The verve

Enchantment part 1

I thought today was gonna be a regular day, you know a day like all the other days, a day in which nothing interesting happens. I walked into the room and headed for my chair, then sat on it, and waited. I waited for the day to start, like It always did. I felt weird though. Everything looked different, everything was so nicely placed, the windows looked different, it smelled good, the day seemed so nice. Everything seemed to be perfect. But one thing was the same as always. It was me, sitting there, alone, waiting, as I always did. Time was passing by so slowly, it was like all the clocks were freezing slowly. Why? Then I started to feel like I had never felt before. So eager, I was looking forward to know what was going to happen. Then there was silence. Perfect silence. It felt nice, I felt good. Something happened. Someone was coming in. How weird. I had never had company. He sat on a chair, beside me. There had never been another chair, not there, not for another person. But today, there was. It was nice, everything seemed to em so calmed, the air felt so fresh, my chair felt actually comfortable, it was like I actually wanted to be there. So weird, but at the same time so great. But then it was like time had gone flying away so fast, it ended so quickly. It felt so bad. He stood up and walked out of the room. And there I was, sitting on my chair, alone again. But then, he came back and he said "bye"". I smiled, stood up and walked out, walked out looking forward for tomorrow, looking forward to knw what this really is.
What...am I smiling?...

THE test...

1. Do you have a boyfriend or girlfriend: Not anymore... :(
2. Do you have a crush: Come on...no one gets over it that easily!
3. Do you love anyone right now: no
4. Have you ever been in love: i think i was very close to do so...once
5. How many people have you kissed: quite the list...*blush*
6. Who was your first kiss: jujuju Alejandro *blush*
7. How many hearts have you broken: none...i think
8. How many people broke your heart: not broken broken...just hurt
9. So what is your bf/gf/crush like: The one i wanted to keep, the one i wanted to love, the tears i dont want to drop anymore.
10. Do you go by looks or personality: Personality, but looks count ;)
11. Ever kiss a friend: Yeap
12. Are you still friends: Yes
13. Do you smoke: Yeap
14. Do you smoke weed: Nope
15. Ever trip on acid: mmm...no?
16. X?: Nope
17. Crack, heroin, anything else: Nope
18. Beer good or beer bad: Beer good, HOORRAY HORRAY A CHEER FOR BEER!
19. Are you the sissy who drinks wine coolers: jajaja nope I don't think so
20. Prefer beer or liquor: Liquor
21. What kind of cigarettes do you smoke: Kool L, (belmont too)
22. Are you a virgin: Yeap
23. If no, when was the last time you got some: .... haven't got any at all.

Would you...
24. Bungee jump: Yeap
25. Sky dive: Yes please!
26. Swim with dolphins: Been there, done that
27. Scuba dive: Yeap
28. Go rock climbing: Bt,dt
29. Eat shit for $1,000,000: would you?....Of course not!
30. Turn your back on your friends for personal gain: No
31. Steal a friend's boyfriend/girlfriend: It doesn't seem to be me so... no
32. Cross-dress: Don't care.. I'm a girl
33. Lie to the police: Why not?
34. Run from the police: jejeje...sure
35. Lie to your parents: Maybe?
36. Walk up to a stranger and kiss them: Depending on the stranger ;)
37. Be an exotic dancer: jajaja No thanx!
38. Walk out of a restaurant without paying: never thought about it...but now that I do...nope!

One or the other?
67. Rock or rap: Rock
68. Rock or pop: Rock
69. Rock or punk: Both
70. Rock or metal: Rock...or both?
71. Rap or pop: Pop...or none?
72. Rap or r&b: None
73. Rap or metal: Metal...
74. Pop or emo: now that i know what EMO is and after realizing that's the music i actually like...EMO
75. Pop or metal: Metal
76. R&b or metal: Metal
77. Linkin park or limp bizkit: Linkin Park
78. Tool or korn: None
79. Selena or jennifer lopez: Selena
80. Hot or cold: Cold
81. Winter or summer: Summer
82. Spring or fall: Fall
83. Shakira or britney: None
84. Icp or eminem: Wtf is Icp?!
85. Marilyn manson or rob zombie: Marilyn Manson
86. Kittie or garbage: Garbage or kittie?...mmm
87. Mtv or vh1: Mtv
88. Buffy or angel: None...they're both CRAP!
89. Dawson's creek or gilmore girls: Gilmore Girls
90. Football or basketball: Soccer!!
91. Summer olympics or winter olympics: ...
92. Skiing or snowboarding: Snowboarding
93. Rollerblading or skateboarding: Skateboarding
94. Black or white: Black
95. Orange or red: Red
96. Yellow or green: yellow
97. Purple or pink: Purple
98. Slipknot or mudvayne: None
99. Hot topic or pac sun: PAC SUN!
100. Inside or outside: Outside
101. Weed or alcohol: Alcohol
102. Cell phone or pager: Cell Phone
103. Pen or pencil: Pen
104. Powerpuff girls or charlie's angels: PPG
105. Scooby doo or dino: Scooby Doo
106. Dragon ball z or pokemon: Pokemon
107. Star wars or star trek: Star wars
108. Tattoos or piercings: Peircings!...but tatoos are cool too
109. Prep or punk: Punk
110. Slut or whore: me? Both...JUST KIDDING!...None

The square that wanted to be free.

There once was a little square that lived with other little squares.
One day the little square was thinking about himself and the other little squares. He figured out they couldn't move,their corners wouldn't let them, they couldn't do practically anything but build. They could build a triangle if they were divided from corner to corner, they could also build rectangles if they were cut form side to side; but the little square wasn't really interested in any of those shapes, 'cause they couldn't move either. He was really sad, he didn't fit in with his friends and he couldn't do anything he wanted to do. Then, the little square looked up. He saw something approaching, he didn't really know what it was. Then he saw it. It was a group of funny figures, figures he had never seen before. He tried to go to them but he couldn't move, so he called out. The little figures heard him and moved towards him, then stared at him. They seemed to have pity for him, "look, poor little square, all alone and motionless". The little squared said "I noticed you don't have any corners like I do". "No we don't" said the figures, "wer'e circles, thats why we can move" "Circles??" asked the little square "I wish I could be one of you guys". The circles began feeeling sad for the little square, until one of them said "wait!!! I've got an idea" and he rolled away. When he came back he brought something rectangular, it seemed to be heavy. The little square didn't know why he wanted it for. But then the circle started rubbing the rectangular thing on every one of the corners on the little square. They were vanishing!!!! The corners were gone!!! The little square was so happy he could roll away with his new friends, the free circles, the ones that could move.

Reasons why...

Who's asking me if I've got reasons?
Well...I do, I have reasons. Don't know if theyre enough, and actually, don't really care.
I accept that I'm an angry person, ok, I am. But there's actually someone to blame. *Those people*. But there's nothing I'm gonna say abput it, gotta swallow it, 'cause then theyre all back at you, on top on you. Besides hypocrites theyre also parasites. There goes another reason.
Appearance. What's that again? Oh yeah, the clothes you wear and the car you drive. Well, I've got something for you....YOU DON'T EVEN HAVE A DRIVERS LICENSE!!! That's reason #3, want more?
Ok I accept it, really have to stop judging, and you know why? 'cause you'll get judged because of it. Right back at ya buddy! Believe me it has happened to me (tahnkyou for giving me another reason).
And you wanna know haow all this feels like?
It feels like playing a broken guitar, surfing without waves or driving a car without gas.
And you know what's worse than that? It will never end. EVER!
That's why I do what I do, I foud its the only way to stay out of it. That's where freedom lies.
Just swallow it, swallow everything. That's how you'll slip to unconsciousness. Peace lies at the bottom of it.
It's beautiful, it actually makes me smile. I feel alone, but better. I feel safe and actually happy.
Don't punish me for doing it, you don't deserve my punishment.
You think I'm crazy, I think it's fine.
You see the lost angel in the city of night, I feel like a lucky little lady in a city of lights.
You'd rather cry, I'd rather fly.

...That's why.

*Heaven*

Would you be happier if you focused on something different?
Like in the feeling you get when you finish reading your favorite book, or when you win three games of checkers in a row, or even when you win a prize.
There's no feeling like the feeling you get everytime that *someone* says hi, or crosses your street or sits on your front porch. Or when you get to see your favorite band for the first time...live. Or even when you finally ...make it.
I don't expect you to understand, neither do I plan to explain.
It seems this is heaven for no one else...but me.

Filosofía

-Quién es usted?
-Afortunadamente no lo sé.
-De dónde viene?
-Gracias a dios lo inogro.
-A dónde va?
-Por suerte sólo el camino lo sabe, y usted?

*El hecho de que dios esté mencionado, no me hace creyente.

Qué es?

Qué es la obeja?
La obeja es una nube con paticas.
Entonces, qué es la nube?

Qué es el gato?
El gato es una gota de tigre?
Entonces, qué es el tigre?


Di NO a las drogas!

Cómo se pasa al otro lado del espejo?

"Para pasar al otro lado del espejo se necesita del valor temerario de un niño de siete años, de su facultad para convertir el azul en quetzal y la nube e garza.
Él sabe que tiene que ascender por lavertiente más peligrosa del espejo, trepar cuidadosamente para no tropezar con el brillo, afianzar con firmeza el pie para evitar hundirse en la garganta de los reflejos, y eludir el encuentro cegador con los ojos de su doble. Entonces llegará a la cúspide y pasará al resplandor del otro lado, descendiendo por la parte oscura de la luna."

Jairo Aníbal Niño

+Meeting the vampire+

Last night I was talking to a girl i met about three days ago. I had never talked to her that much before...but...since she was alone and I didn't have any other thing to do I approached to her and asked her for a cigarrette. She told me she didn't smoke...not anymore...she had to quit, then I asked her why did she HAD to quit and that's when our real conversation started.
"It's a horrible vice, besides, I don't seem to find any kind of satisfaction in it..not since...well...some things have been taking place"
"What things?"
"It's complicated...You wouldn't understand...your'e too normal"
Normal??...NORMAL!!??...Me?...Obviously she didn't know what she was talking about! It was clear she didn't know me...at all! Anyway...she noticed my face and she said...
"What?...what's wrong?"
"Well...you just...I mean...aren't you?...aren't you "normal?"
"Hahaha...listen kid,it's too complicated for you...you wouldn't understand...you'd freak out. Just forget about it."
"No, trust me, I don't get scared so easily."
"You really want to know don't you?"-And she stared at me with this very strange look in her eyes...so dark...so creepy...so deadly.
"I do wanna know? I mean it can't be that bad...right?"
"Okay..since you're insisting so much, I'm gonna tell you...I'll tell you my story, it's a long one so I hope you got time."
"Got all night. Go on...shoot."
"Well..have you ever been scared of something? I mean really scared, not the-monster-under-my-bed kinda scared. So scared you believe that something's huntig you down...stalking you?...following you?"
"Hmmm...Yeah...I mean...sort of"
"Yeah, horrible huh? you're so scared of something...something that is right behind you, something that is really near you, that may, in any moment take over you."
"Yes."
"Well...I was once scared too. I kept having these dreams, horrible dreams, I saw them all around me, and there was nothing I could do abouti it, I could just watch.
I couldn't take it, not any longer, it was really driving me nuts; till the day came, the day when I had the worst dream of all, the one in wich the completely took over me, not only were they all around me, but also inside me, but...the worst part is...it wasn't that bad, I mean...I kinda liked it y´know." "Next day I woke up feeling completely different, I just didn't feel scared anymore."
"I don't get it. I mean...what's wrong 'bout that? The fear was gone wasn't it?"
"Yeah, The bad part is when everything started to change, I started getting away from my "friends", I barely spoke to people, I didn't eat anymore, didn't feel hungry, I started quitting on everything -there goes the ciggarrette-, I barely came out of my room and...I just could go out at night. Later on I started getting interested on cementeries, but not google-search kinda interested, night-walk kinda interested, I spent lot of time there, I felt...at home. Then came the blood part, everytime I saw someone bleed and I felt hungry. After that I just couldn't take watching crucifixes or any religious stuff. Then I kept bitting my own lips, my eyeteeth weren't not an eyeteeth anymore, they became freaking fangs."
"Wow!...that's kinda creepy. But what's the really scary part?"
"Wow...kid! You were right, you don't get scared easily! I'm surprised! Ok...anyways...the scary part is that after everything changed, when I got really mad at people, I would just hunt them down at night and just...y'know...eat."
"Amazing!"
"Yup! there...you had it...my story."
"Cool...but...hey, what did you say you were afraid of again?"
"Uuum...No...I didn't say" She picked up her bag and stood up, "I was scared of VAMPIRES" And just before she turned away and left she said "Gotta go now kid, it was nice talking to you, have a nice night."
Then I got up, thinking, "vampires...wow".
Then I got home. I won't tell you what happened next, just that...I find it funny...I didn't have to quit smoking.

_+_

What is it like to be me?

What is it like to be me?
Do you really wanna know?

Have you ever wondered what it's like to be different?...To see the world in a different way from everybody else?...To feel the opposite?
Have you ever wantend more from life?...Have you ever wanted to try something new?...Go beyond?
Have you ever wanted to leave?...Run away?...Disappear?...Fade away?...Maybe even...die?
But..at the same time...live...hope you don't die...hope no one does.
Have you ever been disappointed?...Ever lost trust on anyone?...Everyone?...Everything?
Have you ever been scared?
Have you ever felt anger?...Ever hated something?...Someone?
Have you ever felt sad?...Have you ever felt like crying?...And done so
Have you ever lost hope?

Have they ever bothered you because of the way you dress?...The way you talk?...The things you write?...The things you draw?...The way you are?
Have they ever walked away?...Have they ever left you alone?...Have they forgotten all about you?
Have they ever turned their backs on you?
Are they really there?...Have they ever been there?...At all?...No...The haven't!...Have they?

Have you ever loved something?...SOMEONE?
Have you ever been loved in return?
Have you ever missed something?...SOMEONE?...Missed so much.
Have you ever been moved?...Touched?
Have you ever felt warmth?...But then again...cold? And missed again?
Have you ever been about to screw it all up?...Have you ever done so?
Have you ever made mistakes?...And accepted them?...And regretted them?
Have you ever apologized?...sincerely?
Have you ever been happy?...So happy...It made you cry?
Has love ever led you to tears?
Have you ever been...in love?

Have you ever smiled?...Laughed?
Have you ever turned your back away?...Have you ever given up?...Have you ever surrendered?
Have you ever wanted to go back?
Have you ever wanted time to stop?...Freeze?
Have you ever wanted to close your eyes?
Have you ever wanted to see the stars?
Have you ever tried to keep your stuff to you...but you just can't?
Have you ever told anyone anything?

Have you ever felt...cold?

That's what it's like to be me!

Dr. Seuss' Acohool song

En honor a Red7 here it is! That Day

That day, That day
What a mess what a marvel
I walked into that cloud again
And I lost myself
And I'm sad, sad, sad
Small, alone, scared
Craving purity
A fragile mind and a gentle spirit
That day, That day,
What a marvelous mess
This is all that I can do
I'm done to be me
Sad, scared, small, alone, beautiful
It's supposed to be like this
I accept everything
It's supposed to be like this
That day, That day
I lay down beside myself
In this feeling of pain, sadness
Scared, small, climbing, crawling
Towards the light
And it's all that I see and
I'm tired and I'm right
And I'm wrong
And it's beautiful
That day, That day
What a mess, what a marvel
We're all the same
But no one thinks so
And it's okay
And I'm small and I'm divine
And it's beautiful
And it's coming
And it's already here
And it's absolutely perfect
That day, That day
When everything was a mess
And everything was in place
And there's too much hurt
Sad, small, scared, alone
And everyone's a cynic
And it's hard and it's sweet
But it's supposed to be like this
That day, That day
When I sat in the sun
And I thought and I cried
Cause I'm sad, scared, small
Alone, strong
And I'm nothing and I'm true
Only a brave man can break through
And it's all okay
Yeah, it's okay
That day, That day
I lay down beside myself
In this feeling of pain, sadness
Scared, small, climbing, crawling
Towards the light
And it's all that I see and
I'm tired and I'm right
And I'm wrong
And it's beautiful
That day, That day
What a mess, what a marveleous mess
We're all the same
But no one thinks so
And it's okay
And I'm small and I'm divine
And it's beautiful
And it's coming
And it's already here
And it's absolutely perfect
That day, That day
That day, That day
That day, That day
When I lay down beside myself
In this feeling of pain, sadness
Scared, small, climbing, crawling
Towards the light
And it's all that I see and
I'm tired and I'm right
And I'm wrong
And it's beautiful
That day, That day
What a mess, what a marveleous mess
We're all the same
But no one thinks so
And it's okay
And I'm small and I'm divine
And it's beautiful
And it's coming
And it's already here
And it's absolutely perfect
That day, That day
That day, That day
That day, That day
That day, That day
So sweet, can you feel it?
Are you here?
Are you with me?
I can feel it
And its beautiful
That day, That day
That day, absolutely perfect

That day-Natalie Imbruglia

-You will be glad to know i didn't fucking look for the lyrics on any fucking a-zlyrics site... i did all the ficking job.. because of you-

Welcome to my lair! The dark fairy's lair...now you know why I am absoFUCKINGlutely creepy! MUAHAHAHAHAHA!!!

The girl in the little glass box

There was once a little girl, very pretty little girl actually.
She didn't know her name, she didn't know her age, she didn't know anyone...anything, but that wasn't the real problem; yes, she did have a problem, that problem appeared to be this glass box. A glass box, so beautiful, so bright, so transparent, so...perfect. But...you may wonder -what the problem was- The problem...what troubled this beautiful girl was that this glass box was her prison, yes, she was trapped in it, locked away, it made her feel so isolated, so distant, so...ignorant. It was making her crazy, she couldn't take it, but there was nothing she could do about it. It had been so long, so long since she was kept inside the glass box, away from everything, everything she didn't know, everything she was looking for. But...one day...the little pretty girl found a weakness in the box -IT WAS BREAKABLE!- This weakness would be her strength; but...how coul she break it?...she knew she needed something and that's when it hit her, so she waited, she waited for desperation to come, to take over her completely, that would make her strong, strong enough to scream, scream untill she ran out of air, scream so loud that the glass around her would slowly crack, break, fall, liberating her, letting her go, go and look for everything she didn´t know.

Nada

Esto es para....mmmm...para ti.


Ya no tengo sufrimiento
Ya no tengo quien me mienta
Ya no tengo a quien contarle lo que tengo en mi cabeza

Ya no siento desconfianza
Ya no siento mas violencia
Ya no siento que mi vida valga menos que tu ausencia

Ya no me importa tu destino
Ya solo quiero hallar el mio
Ya no me asombra tu existencia
Ya no me asombra...NADA

Ya no tengo que explicar
Ya no tengo quien me juzgue
Ya no tengo a quien pedirle una opinion sobre mi vida

Ya no siento el alma ciega
Ya no siento el alma muerta
Ya no siento que mi vida valga menos que tu ausencia

Ya no me importa tu destino
Ya solo quiero hallar el mio
Ya no me asombra tu existencia
Ya no me asombra...NADA

Para mi ya no existes...TIEMPO
Para mi ya no existes
Para mi ya no queda nada
Para mi ya no queda...NADA


Nada-Juanes

..¨..¨..¨What's the speed of dark?¨..¨..¨..

What's the speed of dark?
How fast does it travel?
Is it faster than light?
How can it get to us
And trap us inside it?
How can it blind us
And take us away from reality?
How come its so strong...
So strong that it makes us weak
It takes our power and it leaves us defenseless
It takes away our sight...Our breath

What's the speed of dark?
Why can't I see it?
How can I just feel it?
Am I trapped in it?
I can feel it...
It is touching my skin
So cold
It is getting inside me
Traveling with my blood
Freezing my body
Every inch of it
It is covering my heart
It has take over me
And now..I'm part of it...
Of the darkness that wants you
The one that will come for you
The one that will find you... That will get you
The one that will cover you
Just like it did with me.

~*~*~

*Broken*~Seether and Amy Lee

I wanted you to know
I love the way you lagh
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain -away-
I keep your photograph
I know it serves me well
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain

'Cause I'm broken when I'm lonesome
And I don't feel right when you're gone away
(You're gone away
You dont feel me -anymore-)

The worst is over now
And we can breathe again
I wanna hold you high you steal my pain -away-
There's so much left to learn
And no one left to fight
I wanna hold you high and steal your pain

'Cause I'm broken when I'm open
And I don't feel like I am strong enough
And I'm broken when I'm lonesome
And I don't feel right when you're gone away

'Cause I'm broken when I'm open
And I don't feel like I am strong enough
And I'm broken when I'm lonesome
And I don't feel right when you're gone away
(You're gone away
You dont feel me -anymore-)

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Que alegría!...Volvieron los dinosaurios!

First Thought

For all of us born beneath an angry star/
Blood will flow when flesh and steel are one/
Drying in the color of the sun/

But tomorrows rain will wash the stains away/
And something in our minds will always stay/

For all of us born beneath an angry star/
Lest we forget how fragile we are/

On and on the rain will fall/
Like tears from a star/
And on and on the rain will say/
How fragile we are/
How fragile we are/